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    Following Advise from Unexpected Source

    Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 07:08 AM EST [Thoughts]

    The title of my horoscope today connected with me ..It pretty much sums up me for the past week or so.  Generally I do not take the time to read it but today..well I guess I am glad I did.  Maybe following that advise will help put a sense of peace and order back in my life again

     

    Feeling Hindered
    Cancer Daily Horoscope

    You may be experiencing a sense of frustration today as you struggle with the feeling that you are being hindered. Conditions beyond your control may seem to be holding you back and keeping you from accomplishing your goals. This is when it is helpful to remember that we are co-creators with the universe, and need to work with the universe’s timing. With that in mind, we know that there is a reason for the way that things are happening, and instead of fighting against the tide, we can use it to our advantage. Today by working with what is, you can relax your hold on the schedule you created to embrace timing based on universal wisdom.

    This unexpected and unplanned for time may offer us the chance to do more preparation. It could give us time off to rejuvenate that we had not expected. The universe may be in the process of synchronizing our efforts with those of another, because of a plan for us to meet at a certain time. There may be inner work we can be doing to adjust our attitude and align ourselves with the flow of the universe’s energy. It may be a study in patience and endurance, helping us to grow and develop for the challenges that lay ahead. Today rather than wasting your energy fighting and bemoaning the ways things are, you can accept and align yourself to make the most of your present and your future.

     

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    My kids

    Sunday, July 15, 2007, 11:25 AM EST [Thoughts]

    well indirectly my kids. I have been getting questions etc on Natale and me and if it was the kids that were the issue. So I thought I would try and spell it out a bit on what is actually going on. I adore the kids. they are all amazing, wonderful, bright and a joy to be with. The two oldest and I talk on the phone or sometimes online all the time so they know me a bit better then the rest but even still when I met them all on my first trip up I took to all the kids and they took to me. they would curl up with me or natale and me on the couch and just sit and talk.

    I went into our relationship knowing full well that there were children involved and I found it exciting. See I am from a large family so this was a added plus. I love kids. I always have. I am one of 6 and my dad was 1 of 13 so I have plenty of siblings and cousins. Life is good in a big family.

    "Our" kids are wonderful. ( I have become quite attached to them) I wouldn't trade any of them. they are smart, creative, entertaining and a blessing. Natale has done a wonderful job raising them on her own. They don't "need" me to be complete. They already are. I am hoping just to be a nice addition to a already loving and caring family that is well on its own. I never went into this thinking i was rescuing the damsel and her children. I went into this relationship based on my love for Natalie and also my love for Marÿke,Gabriella,Austin,Faith,Sean and Adam.


    Natale and I just have a complicated relationship with each other. A whirlwind romance can only be carried so far. Now it is time for working on each of us individually as well as together. We are at the moment 400 miles apart with a nation's border in between us. it makes life a little harder on us. For this to work we need more then the whirlwind romance ( which is still there) we need the groundwork, the love and compassion and understanding and nurturing of a long term commitment. we are merely trying to get to that point and both hope that we can. Our love is strong, the magical, spiritual and emotional connection between us is strong. we are merely taking the time now to do this right. Learning who we are and who we aspire to be and hopefully bringing that into us. there are 6 little souls involved in this relationship as well as her and I. We are doing what is best for us and for the kids. the kids will be fine either way They are amazing kids. Natale is a wonderful mother..they are not in need of me and I love them all dearly. I wasn't scared off or intimidated by them. I went into this eyes and soul wide open and I am still here with eyes and soul wide open. They are my family. I am a part of their life and I am happy in whatever role that becomes.

    So Natale and I working on ourselves and on being a couple again is not a bad thing. It is a good thing so that we bring to this relationship a solid doable foundation to hopefully build a life together. The children are a added blessing to me.


    So i hope this clears everything up a little better. They are my family and I love and adore them all with no reservations or fear. Whatever my role will be I lead to fate to decide.

    Love you all..Jason

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